I am that kind of person that couldn't forget about the past. Of course not those unhappy memories but happy memories with friends. I also tried to keep contact with my primary school friends even though we did not see each other for years. But all my friends seem to forget about me. Today i saw one of my primary school friend in cwp, but he doesn't seems to recognise me OR he didn't even what to say "hi" to me. I was very disappoint.Why can't I find someone who share the same value as me? I agree that we should look towards to the future but that doesn't mean we can forget about the past. This applied to friends as well, we shouldn't forget about our old friends especially those the have been with you for years or those that had shared a lot of memories with you before.
Do you know that the O'level was going according to percentage? If there were a lot of clever people in your year of taking O'level, you will suffer even though you get quite a high marks. There have a lot of overseas people studying in Singapore and one of my friend is also from overseas. She get As for almost all her subjucts ,this lead me into thinking-what if she doesn't study here,will I get a better grade? But if she wasn't here,there is no one to teach me some question that I don't know how to answer nor having so much fun in school. I don't know I should hurt her or so. It wasn't her to blame when I get such result.
Friend or Result, which one will I choose?
Worry,scared,frighten -- all these feelings I had leave it before. I realize I can't get rid of this feelings since the result was release. I can't get into sleep even though I was sleepy, The feelings were just hunting me. I couldn't take it and I decided to tell one of my friend. Talking to him make me less stressful, I stopped crying at night. I was much happier and I don't know how to thank him."That is what friends are for" I thought.